Thursday, September 9, 2010


Hello again, sorry for the delay(I know all my fans were anxiously waiting my next post..all 2 of them!)

I was all ready to come home from my family weekend with a lot to say, all positive......then Tuesday on our way down the mountain, I talked myself out of it.  Yes, I talked myself out of the positive feeling I had going to sleep on Monday nite.  I mean what weekend had I attended?  Certainly not the one I had created in my mind....a weekend of fun with my kids, my husband, and my husbands entire family.  Great food, great talk, and great laughter for most of the weekend...couldn't be it....those kinds of weekends don't exist.  Not with the kids whining about swimming, the constant extended family that is always around, the food that took to long to cook and cost to much to supply.  The fact my husband didn't assist, that all I wanted to do was read and could not find 10 minutes to myself......on and on and on and on and on.  This is what I allowed my mind to do to my on Tuesday as we road down the mountain from our last family camping trip of the season.  Wow it only took 2 hours to ruin the memory of 4 great days!

Soooo, it seems I am having difficulty with the mental pieces of my process... I did all the things I had hoped, saved $$, did yoga, contributed to additional exercise (even if it was a bike ride to Starbucks...doesn't that cover a couple on my list?), and still I was able to conger up some really bad thoughts.  WOW, this is going to be actual work!

Number 5 is what I really wanted to work on, (sex) but again seemed to forget we were spending 4 nights in a camper with no doors and  3 kids.  (did I mention, I have two girls that have been joined by my 17 year old niece..more on that story later) anyhow, trying to find time was not an easy task, we even tried at the lodge with no much for romance in the mountains!  (unless you count the numerous times his parents discussed their sex life and "when the rv is a rockin"  ARGGGG)

With that said, I will be writing for the next 7 days....commitment right? 
I hope to share some insight, great insight that is waiting to be uncovered through a week of PTA meetings, soccer games, and yearly physicals, so make sure you tune in tomorrow!

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